Gerard O'Riley

This song is about my addiction, and how I know what to do and have tried many times to do the right things but just don't stick with it by repeating the same thing over and over nothing changes. As they say nothing changes nothing changes. So I have to get real you get to the basics, thank God I've been doing this for 2 years now. But when I first put down the drugs I had to get to a meeting be open-minded let let God in and let him help me. I've been doing this for 2 years. I was out there for two years, after 7 and 1/2 years of sobriety. Today I'm happy, and at peace. I don't live in the past. That's what this song is about. I don't have a disease, I have a Dis-Ease. A lack of ease with me and who I am.

Ein Fehler führt zum Ende einer Beziehung. Erst jetzt erkennt der Mensch, was er verloren hat. Doch es gibt kein Zurück.

Enttäuschung und Trennungsschmerz, aber der Wille zum Weiter- und "Wiederleben" sind in diesem Text vereint.

Selbstzweifel, aber auch Entschlossenheit und Hoffnung spiegeln sich in den Gedanken eines übergewichtigen Menschens.

Manche Leute benötigen einfach einen Schubs in die richtige Richtung.