In den Warenkorb
Wunschliste
(v 1)
i lived with shut doors,
and talking through walls,
you love me coldly,
or with excessive warmth,
you speak too much,
or drown in your silence,
you push me out,
and yell at me for running,
(p-c)
it’s always the same with you,
and i hate to say this to you,
but,
(c)
it was all too much,
or never enough,
it were your hands around my neck,
pulling me under,
leaving me beat up,
or healing my bruises,
(v2)
you were filled with rage,
i saw it in your red face,
you never loved me at all,
make myself look small,
don’t wanna take up your space,
and make you hate me for staying,
(p-c)
it’s always the same with you,
and i hate to say this to you,
but,
(c)
it was all too much,
or never enough,
it were your hands around my neck,
pulling me under,
leaving me beat up,
or healing my bruises,
(bridge)
i’m only fluent in apologies,
and bringing up bad memories,
stories you forgot to remember,
left me dangling on wires of sadness,
(c)
because it’s all too much,
or never enough,
your hands ‘round my neck,
pulling me under,
leaving me beat up
or healing my bruises,
you’re cutting me open
and sewing me shut,
i let you do it over,
and over,
and over again
© Sonia Mian 2022