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This lyric is about me, when I was 22 and I moved out to California to be a writer. I was a pretty funny guy, think I still am, and I wanted to be a writer for comedies on TV, and also do some stand-up. I did the latter, but unfortunately I didn't have the patience and the drive that I needed to fulfill my dreams as being a writer for television. It was so beautiful out there, it was everything I dreamed of, but me being who I am, I wanted everything handed to me. I realized today that you need to work for stuff even if you have talent.

The Cyrillic is about a relationship and a love that runs out. It's been coming for a while, and now the realizes that it's finally over. He's bitter over this whole situation, because he threw everything into the relationship. He doesn't understand why she's leaving him. It's probably because there's another man, at least that's what he thinks, and he knows that she's been lying about it, at least that's what he perceives. He thinks he can tell her off, and make like she can't be that way, and expect him to stay. But she doesn't want him to stay anyway. He's got no clue.

This is a depressing lyric, and I must have been in the throes of my addiction. It's all negativity, and crying about what I don't have, and how life isn't fair, and I need someone to pick me up and help me. I can't even see clearly enough that I need to help myself. It's all of these types of emotions, and negative feelings that will keep me stuck in a hole. One has reasons to live for, and you need to find them. I know today that the reason for me to live is not to use drugs and alcohol, but the fulfill my dreams and aspirations. One of them was always to be a lyricist, and here I am.

This lyric is about my addiction, and it's me talking to myself. It's basically just me saying what a waste your life has become and it doesn't seem like you care. It begs the question why are you doing this to yourself. But if you continue on the path that you are on, you will die. And they won't be many people who didn't expect it, or feel sympathy for you. It's a song that brings out the essence of addiction, and what a shame it is for someone who's got so much talent personality, to waste his life using drugs to try to find the answers to the questions.

This lyric is about lies and deception. But they are not fooling anyone. They beg for them to stop and tell them the truth, because it's hurting them so much. They feel used, in a sense of abandonment. This is such an empty feeling, the feeling of being played. And they know that they are not fooling anyone, it's you they know it's you.