(Erika Poling)

Words from someone who struggles with Major Depression and Panic Disorder.

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Alcohol is a depressant But I won’t suppress it How comes it relieves my stress? Yet, an anti-depressant There’s no affect and I’ve tried everything From liquor to pill bottles The pain isn’t easing up any Even whiskey and henny Mixed with codeine does nothing for me Taking in drugs on the street To shoot up Feeling good for about one week Close to homeless Chemical induced happiness Is momentary, starstruck I’m hopeless Eventually, the sky high flies and lands on the ground And you’re hit, thrown back to the real world Suddenly looking at your palms, in front of you, facedown On the pavement and XXXXXX XXXXX XXXXXXXXX XXXXXX XXXX XXX XXXXX XXXXXXXXX XXXXXXX XX XXXXX XXX XXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXX XXXXXXX XXXX XXX XXXX XX XXXXXXX XX XXXX XXXXX X XXXXXX XX XXXXXXX XXXXXXX XXXX XXXXXXX XXXX XXX XXXXXX XX XXXXXX XXXX XXXXXX XXXXXX XXXXXXXX XXX XXXXX XXXX XXXX XX XXXXX X XXXX XXXXXX XX XXXXXX

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