Desperation
This lyric is about me being in the throes of my addiction. It's what it felt like when I was sitting in my house getting high, with a feeling of desperation, and of hopelessness. I felt like that many times, in fact probably every time I was high, even though I thought I was having fun. At the end it certainly wasn't any fun no matter how hard I tried. I guess I was desperate on both sides of the coin desperate to try to find some some fun or happiness, and also some desperation to find relief. Trying to find fun and happiness and anything that's useful out of using drugs, is an illusion. Basically when you're inside getting high you're just stuck in the four walls of your house, apartment, room whatever. It's self imprisonment. There's no hope, time is there seems like there's no end in sight, and that's when you need to get desperate, and have faith that someone out there cares enough to lead you out of the fire.
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I can't smile
I can't cry
Been this way for so long
And I know why
I can't walk
Can't run
It's all clouds
And no sun
I got this sense
Of desperation
I need some help
Some inspiration
I'm stuck
I'm stuck
I turn left
I turn right
There's only walls
Nothing else in sight
I need an Angel
I need some luck
I need it now
Or I'm fucked
I got this sense
Of desperation
I need some help
Some inspiration
I'm stuck
I'm stuck
Drugs are the reason
I know they're not the answer
Soon I will die
By crack and not by cancer
I can't smile
I can't cry
Been this way for so long
And I know why
I can't walk
Can't run
It's all clouds
And no sun
I got this sense
Of desperation
I need some help
Some inspiration
I'm stuck
I'm stuck
© Howard Aronson 2022