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Dis-Ease

(Howard Aronson)

This song is about my addiction, and how I know what to do and have tried many times to do the right things but just don't stick with it by repeating the same thing over and over nothing changes. As they say nothing changes nothing changes. So I have to get real you get to the basics, thank God I've been doing this for 2 years now. But when I first put down the drugs I had to get to a meeting be open-minded let let God in and let him help me. I've been doing this for 2 years. I was out there for two years, after 7 and 1/2 years of sobriety. Today I'm happy, and at peace. I don't live in the past. That's what this song is about. I don't have a disease, I have a Dis-Ease. A lack of ease with me and who I am.

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I have this Dis-Ease 
I'm uncomfortable in my skin
God, can you help me 
I know where to begin

My brain's infected
My body is in pain 
Repeating the same behavior
The results stay the same

It's not about me 
being tough
It's about me 
Having had enough
I've woken up in hell
With the Devil on my back
I can end this nightmare
If I put down the crack

I need to go to a meeting
Open up my heart
Let God in
It's the only place to start

I have this Dis-Ease
I'm uncomfortable in my skin
God can you help me
I know where to begin

My brain's infected
My body in pain
Repeating the same behavior
The results stay the same

It's not about me
Being tough
It's about me
Having had enough
I've woken up in Hell
With Devil on my back
I can end this nightmare
If I put down the crack

I have a Dis-Ease
I have a Dis-Ease
God help me please

© Howard Aronson 2021

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