By Howard Aronson
This is another song about addiction and the struggles that one has in their mind to try and stop the behaviors that come with it. It's really a hard thing to do, when you're in the throes of the disease. It's even more challenging, when you have mental illness to go with it. My adhd, bipolar, depression, and anxiety, along with PTSD, have kept me from achieving some of the things that I really wanted to and know that I could have. The medication works but doesn't totally work. The rest of that is up to me. Has this song depicts, it's all up to the wielder.
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