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Disoriented, I’ve been lying to my mind
My body controlled, barely clinging to what’s left of my spine
Lost, I can’t find my way now
Fingers slipping to my fingertips, and my wrists stay locked
While my fists are clenched, anger's pressing through the lid
Too much pressure, and I’m sick of always doing what I’m told
I can’t find my way now
Voices never forget to kindly remind me I’m not the nicest
That’s why I’m alone, and always on my toes, noticing the fine print
Babe I’m a wreck
I gotta figure out where my head is, a sinking ship
before there’s nothing left but pieces to collect
after I hit rock bottom
I’m dissolving, dissolving
Can’t turn around now
Capsize at the end
Dissolving, dissolving
Babe I’m a wreck
I gotta figure out where my head is, a sinking ship
before there’s nothing left but pieces to collect
after I hit rock bottom
I’m dissolving, dissolving
Capsize at the end
Dissolve me, dissolve me
Can’t turn around now
Looking back at the madness, the glass magnified
Tip-of-the-Iceberg, from far away, everything seems fine
Disoriented, I’ve been lying to my mind
My body controlled, barely clinging to what’s left of my spine
Lost, I can’t find my way now
Voices never forget to kindly remind me I’m not the nicest
That’s why I’m alone, and always on my toes, noticing the fine print
No self-control
I, I, I know I shouldn’t like the chemicals at the pinnacle of a mental high
Heated vessels boil to bubbles and the steam comes out of the veins inside of my knuckles, until the cells explode
I’m bursting, capsize at the end
Watch me dissolve
I’m dissolving, dissolving
I couldn’t stop the flood I knew was coming
And I can see the tears as blood, they're dissolving
Can’t turn around now
The damage is done
They’re dissolving, dissolving
Babe I’m a wreck
I gotta figure out where my head is, a sinking ship
before there’s nothing left but pieces to collect
after I hit rock bottom
I’m dissolving, dissolving
Can’t turn around now
Capsize at the end
Dissolving, dissolving
Babe I’m a wreck
I gotta figure out where my head is, a sinking ship
before there’s nothing left but pieces to collect
after I hit rock bottom
I’m dissolving, dissolving
Capsize at the end
Dissolve me, dissolve me
Can’t turn around now
© Erika Poling 2020
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