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this song is about missing the person you love just so much and hate it

This song is about being a pinup model and being desired by men; having a lot of options, but nothing excites you; opting for money over a romantic relationship because men fall in love with the fantasy of you and beautiful women like you...without caring to know the ‘inner you’ or the 'emotional' you. When I wrote this, I was inspired by the 40s’/50s’/60s’ pinup eras and the Old Hollywood Icon, MM (Marilyn Monroe), who I am a huge fan of! The lyrics are strictly about the modelling industry (historically and modern-day), beautiful women, and getting what you want/can out of a Patriarchal and misogynistic world… Although I wrote this song to empower women, I DO NOT want it to elicit ‘gender wars’ (against men); I would just like for women to feel confident enough in their beauty, intelligence, and business skills. And I would want them to know that they have choices, and do not have to follow the crowd... What today’s society deems as being ‘selfish’, I deem as having an abundance of ‘self-love’. Genres: R’n’B, Rap, Hip Hop, Pop, Drill.

The upheavals of the past have destroyed much and caused much to be forgotten, but the longing remains unchanged. In other words, there is a desire for destruction.

Es geht in den Text um einen besonderen Menschen in meinem Leben, der mich damals gerettet hat, der etwas in mir sieht, bei mir steht und mich immer abholt, wenn es mir wieder zu viel wird. Wir haben eine sehr schwere Zeit durchgemacht und ich liebe ihn immernoch. Der Text ist für ihn, senden werde ich ihm dennoch nicht.

Those who jump down don't go to heaven, but fall deep. That's certain, isn't it? And of course Venus is a much more pleasant planet than Saturn. Or to put it another way: the abyss has no chance against love.